ashley nicole

here's my blog, a little look at thoughts, photos, and the little things that run around my mind and leave me restless, just a lost daughter finding her place in the world that let her down.

I'm rewatching HIMYM... →

missclarissa:

and I finally figured out why it’s taking so long to tell this goddamn story. (Besides the fact that the network wants to make a ton of money.)

So, Ted starts the story with meeting Robin, which seems unnecessarily early. But if he and Barney hadn’t met Robin, Barney and Robin wouldn’t haven…

true. very true

— 4 months ago with 15 notes

"And I carried it with me when she got sick. Even then, in can what only be called the worst of times, all I could do is thank God. Thank every God there is or ever was or will be and the whole universe and anyone else I can possibly thank."

#lifeisshorterthanyoucouldpossiblyimagine

(Source: rory-williams, via howimetyourmosby)

— 4 months ago with 2266 notes
falling-stars-shine-bright:

Fact on We Heart It.

because… even through the rough… we both want our happy ending.. we both want a complete family we never had growing up and even though hes 25 and im 23… and were no where near ready to have kids.. we know someday we will be,. and first he wants to slide a pretty little ring on my finger.. and buy me a pretty white dress„, he tells me how he thinks ill be the most beautiful bride„, and he cant wait to see me walk down the eisle.,.. this man is perfect for me.. through the shit storm.. i dont want to be with anyoine else.

falling-stars-shine-bright:

Fact on We Heart It.

because… even through the rough… we both want our happy ending.. we both want a complete family we never had growing up and even though hes 25 and im 23… and were no where near ready to have kids.. we know someday we will be,. and first he wants to slide a pretty little ring on my finger.. and buy me a pretty white dress„, he tells me how he thinks ill be the most beautiful bride„, and he cant wait to see me walk down the eisle.,.. this man is perfect for me.. through the shit storm.. i dont want to be with anyoine else.

(via thunderstorms-inheaven)

— 5 months ago with 63 notes
rosecolouredtea:

stranqers:

vivi-shiba:

j-aws:

ryedragon:

inritum:

reblog and make a wish!this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

yay its back.

so…I half jokingly reblogged this yesterday cos I thought it was a nice picture…and was like oh wow I only get wishes on birthdays what would I wish for?!?!?! how about gainful employment L0L… and like…I have a job now? That I never applied for? That someone just called me up and said “here, have this”? In a place I really really like?So like… h8ers gonna h8 or something

this fucking works ok

Can I just say that this actually worked for me?? Like the day before my birthday I reblogged it and wished to get through with a sponsorship and like the very next day I get a email from my Favourite store??? It works I s2g

rosecolouredtea:

stranqers:

vivi-shiba:

j-aws:

ryedragon:

inritum:

reblog and make a wish!


this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

yay its back.

so…
I half jokingly reblogged this yesterday cos I thought it was a nice picture…
and was like oh wow I only get wishes on birthdays what would I wish for?!?!?! how about gainful employment L0L

… and like…

I have a job now? That I never applied for? That someone just called me up and said “here, have this”? In a place I really really like?

So like… h8ers gonna h8 or something

this fucking works ok

Can I just say that this actually worked for me?? Like the day before my birthday I reblogged it and wished to get through with a sponsorship and like the very next day I get a email from my Favourite store??? It works I s2g

(via theurbanhippiee)

— 5 months ago with 4968178 notes
#hopethisworks iwish... 
im trying

im trying to be there for you

trying to lead you to the light

but i see the fight from your eyes fading away

and it scares me

please dont lose your will to live, to keep fighting

you bring light to my eyes like ive never had

i love you with a desire ive never before experienced and i cannot fathom letting you go

please hold on

i dont care. i dont care. i dontcare

one day ill have the nerve to ask why

why he still says he misses her

why he still texts her

why he still loves her

when she hurt him so badly

and most important;y why its so important for him to convince me he loves me…

why he tells me im the only woman hes wanted a future with, a marriage to have a home, and children

why,why.why,

ugh. i cant stop thinking

hes in the hospital with his sick gma… so he says

i really hope hes not with her

fuck.

— 5 months ago with 3 notes
lies

SHOULD I LEAVE THIS UP TO CONVERSATION

should i just dip out and express all my frustrations

were you lying this whole fucking time

why the fuck do i deserve that

you say you love me

but do you only love ME

because she doesnt love you as much as you love her

i dont know why, after everything she fucking used you for,

you still talk to her, say you miss her,

i shouldve remembered the day i saw the picture of you kissing her

i said i was done then, but you lured me back in

made me your girlfriend told me you loved me

well fuck that noise.

how could you look me in the eyes and convince me you had better intentions for me

a marriage, a house, filled with move and the laughter of our children

all fucking. lies.

fuck.

iknewitiknewitiknewit,

wish i was wrong about you….

but i chose to trust you, and you chose to prove me wrong.

MOVING ON.

— 5 months ago with 2 notes

x

well still as broken as ever

x

well still as broken as ever

(via keep-me-honest)

— 5 months ago with 54167 notes
well,

 update,

i got my old job back, im working back at fratellis…

and my mom bought a new car,

so im making payments top her for the rodeo

so after weeks of stress, i finally have a job and a car, getting back to it one day at a time ((:

soon its gonna be gym time!!!!

:D

— 5 months ago
thelakeofshiningwaters:

i love you nick.

that tounge though haha

thelakeofshiningwaters:

i love you nick.

that tounge though haha

— 5 months ago with 30 notes

ffffeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllssssssss…..</3

(Source: teddywestside, via howimetyourmosby)

— 5 months ago with 21846 notes
TRUST„„„

well kept hearing my boyfriend’s phone vibrate, and i wanted to make sure it was on ringer so his alarm could wake him and there was a half written text message to a girl named brittney asking if he could call her, cause he wanted to hear her voice, now im trying to not let it get to my head, because he’s told me about her, and about all his friends that are girls, and about how in past relationships his closeness with girls that are just friends, was always a problem, now, i dont want to over think this especially because he told me about seeing this girl with her husband and child when he went out of state to visit his cousin, but it leaves me a little room to wonder„„ for one he wont be my friend on fb and even though i dont think that as a serious thing, i am concerned why he chooses to “hide” me, at least social media wise, he says he told his closest friends about me, and that they notice a change in him.

also, ive never had a man look me directly in the eyes and tell me he loves me, and that im perfect for him, and that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me, i hope he’s speaking the truth when he looks me in the eyes that way because ive never been so in love, and it scares me to think there are other girls waiting in the wings ready to pounce on him, at the first chance they get.. and so what i got a little snoopy, thats my babe, my love, and yea i got curious, so why do i feel a little guilty for invading his privacy… what really grinds my gears is the fact that i saw that he still texts an ex, and ex that kissed him while we were dating, that i almost stopped talking to him for because i saw a picture of it on fb back a month before he asked me to be his girlfriend,

maybe i should just wait it out, he did offer to buy me a new phone yesterday, aka a two year contract he has to pay for even if we break up, idk, i really really want to believe him when he says he loves me. and he does show it, but only time will tell if i end up heart broken again, this time its gonna cut me deepest and i dont even want to think about how  much that is going to hurt….

fuck.

did i forget to mention, he’s staying with me at my mom’s place right now, makes it a little more complicated.

ugggh. WTF

— 5 months ago with 2 notes